i hate maths.. seriously i do.
i wanna study on my own, i wanna be independent.
dad, pls.. i wanna study maths on my own,
and other subjects..
pls..
i beg you..

CRAZY- SIMPLE PLAN

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photo shop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things aren't how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War 3

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy
Is everybody going crazy

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
When kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share

eng compo, wrote abt my missing handfone.. ya.. letter writing format, got a mistake.. shit..


omg.. at 0000, i was msging him!!! omg. till 0045.. omg. i know when is his birthday!!! lmao.. LOL


chi exam tt time, we had to change place. looked to my right, omg. sam is beside me!!! LOL. den doing doing.. gt a indian teacher came.. she starting talking.


dunno y, i started laughing.. real loud. actually i stopped laughing. heard samantha's breathing.. makes me laughing.. more LOUD! omg. tt indian teacher looks pissed. everyone was laughing.. hahahahaha!!!


i started to like you. not because of your looks. i like you for who you are. seriously i do. i miss you so much. i would die to see you..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

tmr is the first paper le..
tmr is my dad's birthday..


shucks.. exams fever. i'm getting butterflies in my stomach. cuz, once i failed eng, have to pass every other sub. shucks..


failed my chi test badly.. gt less den 20 over 30.. most ppl won me. even my sis.. so scared my chi cant make it thru the EOYE.. haiz.. )=


saw him.. durin recess time. din noe clara & my sis chose the table, which was directly infront of dem.. omg. omg.. i'm oso facing dem lor.. changed place wif sam.. lolx. den, heard my name being called. was it an illusion? maybe..


had a maths test.. again.. seriously, i do not even know how to do a prob wif polygon.. shit.. stupid me..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

2 more days to the first paper.
2 more days to my dad's birthday. (:


having headaches this few days.. shit. so sickening..


sci lessons, slept thru the whole class, lydiana helped me to do corrections. thnks lydia! =D


lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks.. lit sucks big time. saharah is boring! T.T but i laughed everytime when its time for her lessons..


no music today.. music room being used for examinations.. shucks. really wanted to finish up watching tt violin show.. went to lib. poor divina, tt stupid librarian, say tt the table isnt big enuff for the 7 of us.. nonsense. still can even fit for 2 or 3 more person. spite her. esp 1 table. hate it.. stupid shit's table.. hp stealer.


hate 2/7 boys. seriously i do. noisy like hell.. shit..


i'm begining to wonder, am i just being silly? i'm still waiting.. waiting.. waiting for you.

took this foto from shih han.. this foto is so hilarious! =D

adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

3 more days to the first paper..


the first paper is nearing le.. getting freaked out.


got back maths class test paper. first got 22/30.. den saw 1 mistake.. shout for mr yip.. in the end got 24/30.. yays!! xD


no express maths today.. yays! mr kerk went for re-service.. hahahahaha! wondering if he shaved his head. i would love to see it. (:


after sch went out wif sam, sharon, clara, pf and my sis. sat on the floor.. saw 1 really adorable baby.. all of us waved for her.. i think is a girl.. she kept looking at sam.. sam declares that the baby loves her. T.T .. hahaha.. okay..


after tt.. a man riding a bicycle rode past us.. he kept staring.. esp at sam's skirt there.. OMG.. bian tai!! haha.. den he somemore park his bicycle.. all of us were sooo freaked out that we ran and ran.. i looked back.. he was watching us.. EEEEEEE.. bian tai bian tai!!! LOL


went to the toilet after tt.. i was re-tying my hair.. sooo messy.. okay.


den a girl came out from a cubicle.. and she say, "is there someone in your class name joyce??" i was shocked.. den clara point to me.. and told her i was joyce.. she sae ohh.. i kept looking at her. wondering how she know my name.. den i told her.. "how you know my name is joyce??" she kept smiling and said, "ohh!! nth nth.." seriously.. i dont know her.. how she know my name?? goodness..


i miss him so much.. seeing those places he once stepped. i had flashbacks. i rmbed lots of things.. i miss you..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

looking back at those times.
i had a chuckle
once or twice.

i miss those times.. (:

sickening headache.
sickening life.
sickening exams.
grrr..
sickening words.
sickening bitches.
sickening bastards.
sickening love for maple.
shucks.

omg..
the pain in my head is still hurting me..

i think its a brain tumor..
hurts real bad.
like a screwdriver screwing thru you..
omg.
can you imagine the pain i'm suffering?!

shucks..

6 more days to the first paper..


i had a dreadful headache. omg. hurts alot. ):


p.e tt time. cant stop laughing.. even during running. my stomach wanna burst liao. hahahaha.. played soccer. T.T


had a maths test todae.. shucks. first qus wrong le.. during e test, i was whispering , "lydiana! lydiana! last qus B!!! i dunno hw to do!" omg. okay.. managed to do it correctly anyway.. hehehe.


having a sci remedial tmr.. bored.


sickening, hav to spend this whole fucking weekends doing some stupid preparation for tt stressing EOYE.. i wanna study myself father!!! i wan to learn things from myself. i wan to learn to be independent. i can and i will learn to be one.


whats the matter with me?? whats all the foul mood for?!?!


btw..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOELLE!!! =D


i really do miss you loads. but you did not seem to feel the same way. i'm not disappointed or anything.. i miss you..


imc. (((:

i miss him so much.
was i dreaming today??
nah.
bye. ^^

7 more days to the first paper.


seriously. this must be the most happiest day of my life. hehehe, =)


hm econ was great! we had our presentation. oli decided to say while i click. den oli was practically shaking, i was trying not to laugh. omg. den after sae le, i forget to take out the diskette.. OMG paiseh. den lk's grp cooked porridge. omg. porridge for a party?? goodness. after tt we had free time, our grp there was the most noisiest! we sang tt intro song of mr bean. mdm aishah sae tt hungry ghosts can come le.. hahahaha!!!


durin recess, saw ruthra & puvanes, smiled at dem. suddenly ruthra pulled me to tt indian guy, which was a fren of him. den guess wad tt guy said to me?? "hi *his name*" omg.


took back hist papers! guess wad?? i've finally passed history!!! =D yays!


after sch.. omg. saw him.. omg. playin the guitar. omg. went wif clara and my sis to buy sth. den walk walk walk, walk past dem. den he & his frens was there. den someone made a sound *ahem*.. tt sound. den all of dem like laughing.. T.T i guess dey saw me..


after buying, walked past there.. heard someone sae, "oh my god" =D seriously man.. i was smiling & lauging like siao.


after eating. went hm wif jie, pf & sam. saw him crossing e road wif his fren. (:


this is the happiest day of my life! xD


adios


good day..


imc. (((:

i live life on my own.

8 more days to the first paper.


seriously, i do hate firdaus, farhan, zl, tt idiot hu stole my hp, naz, senen, syafiq's screamings, ananda, almost everyone, esp the boys.


jes!!! you shuld nt hav told me.. mood's going down.. srry..


really cant stand 2/7 anymore. tt fucking noise. oh god. pls..


drawn this during my free time. (:



LYDIA LOVES JOYCEY!!! its true k?? =D


after sch went outside to eat wif olivia.. shocked tt soo mani sec 2s actually smoke.. goodness. i'm not gonna pinpoint ppl (:


went to do hm econs project, which was due tmr. our ish name was "pan-fried fish with mango salad" yeah.. =)))


i'm choco-cravin! ^^


i'm not missing him anymore. i'm free of love. (:


adios!


good day..

9 more days to EOYE.
looks like i'm doing a countdown here.. T.T
freaked out.


i cant seem to get my addiction on maple off. shit. help me someone!!! i've got to stop mapling awhile.. temporary. shucks..


i seem to have loads of emotions today.. mixed. moodswing. whatever.. and during recess.. found a stupid hair in my noodles.. fuck.. nv gonna buy frm tt stall again. EVER AGAIN.


hm econs project is due soon. on thurs. oli and me gonna do it tmr. our food's name is, " pan-fried fish with mango salad (thai)" hahahas.. her mum gave e recipe. LOL. (:


my feeling for him seems to fade away.. day by day..


adios!


good day..


watching it all fade away..
adapted from, "Everything burns"

focus
study
tts all i have to do.
shucks.
i've really got to stop mapling.
seriously..

10 more days to the first paper.


mr lim is funny. makes me laugh all the time. (:

heart shape. (:
my name!!! w/o the C & the E =P
and i din forget huiyi! work hard!!! xD

bye peeps!


good day..


imc. (((:

12 more days to the first paper; english.
i'm freaked out.
esp the express maths paper.
work hard 2/7!!! =D


imc. (((:

i love metal slug!
i love mapling!
i love everything!


bye. =)


imc. (((:

its 0016!!! xD


came to post the time. =P


imc. (((:

i'm glued to maple!
yes i certainly am. xD


imc. (((:

first, i wanna thnk my sister, she was e one hu guessed the pw for me, i was gonna blow up soon. thnk sis! first time in a row you guessed the pw correct! (:


and thnks RUTHRA & PUVANES!!! lolx. ytd, i told ruthra to help me ask *ahem* abt hw his class know i like him. i was joking wif her, i din really expect she really go and ask his fren. omg. scared me. ruthra told me was tt indian guy say, i think i dont catch any ball, maybe, i understand a litte, abt e Mac incident. yeah.. =P


mr choo is kinda weird to me i guess.. T.T.. beats me, i dont know the reason.


got back eng c.t paper. i've scored 18/30. sooo many ppl failed. i must be honoured. =D jie dun wanna tell her how much she scored. she failed i guess. =)


maths maths maths.. does mr yip have to shout sooo loud until the whole commonwealth culd hear him?! i onli let him check nia.. 1 or 2 mistakes, shout here shout there, wanna explain to him i'm right, dun even wanna give me tt chance to talk. OMG. he's a nice guy, seriously, i'm gonna scored A1 or A2 for maths!!! i've got to try. (:


mr peter lim makes me luff all the time. esp durin nyaa and cme lessons, nyaa dun hav le, no more chance to see him le. when he said the wrd, "potato", me and pf kept luffing. goodness.


btw, i saw him durin my recess time. he was wearing a jacket i guess.. yeah. shhhh.. the moment i saw him, i felt sooo.. undescribable. =X


i miss him so much. i do. seriously. i dont even know if his class did come here anot..


stinking AC. idiot, make me click and stand at kerning city for more den an hr. i'm talking abt maple. recently jus lvl up. yays!


good day..

your name apears on every page of my diary..

imc. (((:

i miss you so much. =)


imc. (((:

sickening. i do hate history. oh my god. i dont think i've ever passed hist.


din know that jez do rite poems too!! yays! HIGH 5!!! i love writing poems. my notebk is crawling wif dem.


durin eng & hist class, feeling soo bored.. decided to draw and rite sth.. here are some pics of it!!! xD


full view of it!!!
wooo!!! sadako!!! no lah.. LOL (:

i wanna hang myself.. do you?
wahh.. the knife hav blood leh.. LOL.

I LOVE WRITING POEMS! din know y.. T.T

saw him. yeah.. miss him soo much.. =)

you think tt you r a maths genius?! so wad if i done a qus wrong.. cant you ask others?! pls stop putting the blame on me.. shucks. stop putting a act infront of teachers. it sucks.

bye. ^^

good day..

imc. (((:

omg. my mood totally changed from ytd.


feeling sooo hyper. feeling sooo happy ever since i saw him. words cant describe how happy when i saw him coming into the school. seriously i am..


cant believe ms lim can mixed up me and my sis.. goodness. went out to school after school.. LOL xD


omg. the moment i reach near the bball court there.. i saw him!!! goodness. became more happier than ever.. (((:


no guides today.. went to a C.C.. hahahas.. quite interesting i guess..


i miss him sooo much.. i wanna talk to him.. i miss you..


good day..


imc. (((:

i'm suffering from severe depression.

good day..

imc. (((:

chi period was dreadful. noises was flying everywhere.. poor shishu and huihui.. noisy class.. *rolls eyes*


feeling the monday blues again.. i'm feeling down, i'm feeling miserable, i'm feeling depressed..


having a terrible headache when doin maths today.. shit. hurts alot.


din wanna go for express maths. felt too down.. stupid sickening headache.. fuck.


i dun wanna live my life anymore! i wanna end it.. sooner or later..


good day ppl..


imc. (((:

omg. i'm soo damn happie!! xD


he chat wif him!!! omg. tt means he's nt angry wif me , and another thing, he nv del me in msn!!! =D


i can smile forever. (:


imc. (((:

early morning went back to sch for guides. *yawning* i'm soo tired!!! omg.


march march march. ade and grace kept makin fun of him.. hmpf!!!


after tt went for gadget making or tie some stupid knots. =X.. shping and anyu go and tie my fringe. HAHAHAHAHAHAS!!! omg. made me luff e whole time. goodness.. den ltr go sing some songs.. T.T


jus nw went to my grandma's. went to see my uncle's 7 mths baby. seriously, her cheeks was jus soooo cute!!! sooo adorable!!! my aunt let me carry, i smiled at her, she luffed back. goodness. SIMPLE JUS PLAIN ADORABLE!!! hahas. btw, her name is zi yuan. cute ain she?? like a bundle of joy from heaven.. LOL!


i've been thinking. thinking, thinking.. how does his class even know i like him?? OMG. LMAO.. i wanna know.. =P


i hate maths. seriously i do. nth you do can change my mind. (:


sugar we're going DOWN.


good day ppl..


imc. (((:

sugar we're going DOWN.

(:


imc. (((:

SICKENING. i really do detest everything or anything that has to do with maths. seriously i do. HATE. shit.. (:


SOME FOTOS OF MY FAVE BAND & SINGER!!! XD


GOOD CHARLOTTE!!! xD MY FAVOURITE ROCK BAND! ROCK ON! =)

MY FAVOURITE SINGER!!! KELLY CLARKSON!!! FIRST AMERCIAN IDOL!!! SOO CHIO RITE?? =D

i have been like doing maths for the past err.. 3 days.. statistics, mensuration, and everyday maths. shucks.. my head is gonna blow up sooner or ltr.. omg. shit..

have a good day ppl..

imc. (((:

OMG. mr peter lim called me!!! omg..
gave me a huge fright!!!
shucks. i tot e nyaa thing mus be at least 6 hrs.
but its 8 hrs.
omg.
if like tt i cant get my award.
):
hahahahahas. ^^

good day ppl..

imc. (((:

seriously.. ytd was damn fun sia.. ok.. ytd had a competiton.. yeah.. guides de. den early morning woke up, when to meet ade & ailing. took e bus to nanyang. met up wif shiping and zubaidah. LOL. den we gt e clementi district. seriously.. their sch rox!!!


first, went to err.. err.. kent ridge. den reached there le, played a game tt mus use chopsticks and pick up marbles in a flour. lolx. having sooo much fun. second, went to err.. haw pa villa.. sth like tt. den we played seray.. duno he to spell lahs. den she like made a kungfu action.. we mus guess it. it frm a movie. den shiping sae.. "MATRIX RELOADED!!!" lolx. third went to a place.. i forgot. den guess e birds name. den last one went to bukit timah hill. tied our hands together.. mus untie it. den ltr went back to nanyang.


den ltr dey annouce e winners le. for e clementi district, we won second place!!! YAYS! lolx. den ltr mrs loh sae she wanna treat us a pizza treat!!! lolx. nice. went back to west mall there. ate and ate wif shiping, ade, ailing and mrs loh. hahas. oh yahs btw..


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BRYAN MY LIL BRO!!! <33you!!!


seriously.. sis, am i great or wad?? i've guess e pw!!!!! omg. yeah. (:


i'm gonna add more ppl to my personal list. =D


shiping; LOL. paiseh.. forgot to add ur name. hehehe.. we talked together secretly, played together. i knew you thru guides. we had those good times together. i enjoyed the fun memorys you gave me. (:

ailing; hahahahahas!!! you loved to luff!

ade; OMG. my mdm!!! MDM! MARIA HERE TO SERVE YOU! =D


imc. (((:

omg!!! its YIP HAN!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! our class mentor!!! xD

omg. me and puifun not lookin at e cam!!! stupid cameraman!!! gong dai. grace, me, pf, sharon, sam (:
hahahahahaha. cut out frm e formal foto. =D my eyes like.. -_-" like a long and straight line like tt. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. see my teeth?!?! *grinz*

i'm gonna do a reflection of the people i know. if the things i've mention, it fits you perfectly, sorry. truely i am. but you you were the one who stole my handfone, i'm nv gonna talk to you even if you were the last man standing on earth.


him`imc; i miss you so much. despite the facts that you were angry wif me b4. i hope ur anger is gone by now. i miss you dearly.. things are so complicated btw me and your class. everything happened so fast, the first thing i like you, the second thing, your whole class started spreading news that i like you. seriously.. i din know how your class knew that i like you. all the best for ur O lvls. may fate led us to seeing each other again.

his class; seriously.. i dun even noe hw come you ppl came to the point that u knew i like him. seriously. tell me.. anyone..

puifun; you have been a great fren to me. we have been best frens for 1 yr, 10 mths, 5 days. we hav nv quarelled b4. yeah.. we walked to sch together every morning. you sit beside me durin chi class. you made me laugh all the time. we shared secrets together. we did not leak out any of dem b4. i love being ur fren!

my closest and my blood twin, grace; yeah.. we fight, we quarrelled. yeah.. but we shared secrets too! i had to wake you up every morning u lazy pig! yeah.. and if you hav any maths qus, dun copy frm me, pls.. ask me.. (: hehehehe. dun owaes fight wif me to use the computer!!!

sharon; sharon sweetie, pls dun overwork urself and giving urself too much pressure and stress yeah?? you sure gonna top the class this end-tr exams de.

sam; yeah.. dun owaes make me luff lah!!! my stomach is gonna burst any moment. =S

yilian; i still rmbred tt time we went to ur hse.. seriously.. took soo mani fotos! hahas. owaes make me luff de.

linda baobei; yeah.. you sat beside me durin xpress maths. yeah.. you taught me lotsa things! thankies!!! i wanna have ur brains! =P

divina; thanks for owaes telling me info abt him.. hahahahas! i'm jealous of you! u are in e same cca as him!!! =X

tt stupid fucking bastard hu stole my fone; ytd, i went to e place which i first bought my birthday present. i went back to class after assembly, i was panicking, as i could nt find my fone. i cried and suddenly, i could nt feel my hands, my fingers, and my legs anymore. i fell down to the ground. i called my sis to call my fone, found out tt tt bastard turned off my fone. cb. i cursed whosoever hu stole it. i miss me fone soo much, i wonder who is the owner now. i'm nv gonna forgive you.. for the depression you hav caused me. fucker, kbkb.

LA; sometimes i wonder wad you told me was true. i wonder.. or issit you wanted my attention??

MA; pls.. i truely do hate you.. it was you that made me hold grudges against you.. you are really getting on my nerves.. i'm nv gonna believe ou nor ever forgive you.. no! nv ever.. after tt sec 1 thing.. and esp. tt mac thinggy.. *rolls eyes* fuck. made me real mad. i'm nv gonna smile at you again. dun owaes flirt wif guys, if you wanna flirt, can! jus stop doin it infront of my fucking face. dun little little things den complain complain.. ppl are trying hard to knock some sense into you. pls stop being so stubborn. dun act chio. bcac. shit. dun despite ppl and hang out wif dem jus bcuz you wanted attention.. you sickening attention graber. fuck.. i noe tt dey and i are those ugly ugly and fat fat type.. pls. dun make use of us. be wif her for all i care.. i dun care. sickening sucker.


if i nv mention ur name, i apologise for my stupidity. LA and MA, it nt their name, i jus nicknamed dem.. tts all. i wun sae out their name. i hate u ppl.. pls.. dun make my life miserable.. i'm already depressed enuff..

i cry everytime i think of you.
things are so complicated btw me and your class.
i just cant say it out
its so complicated.
i dont know why i'll see you everyday,
every hour,
every min,
every second.
i just miss you so..
so..
so..
much.
no words can express how deeply i love you.
after this year,
i'll never see you again.
may fate led me to seeing you again.
i miss you so much..


imc.

look!!

its 12:15am!!!

(:

2/7 PPL!!! IF YOU PPL WAN THE CLASS FOTO, CLICK ON THE FOTO BELOW, FULL VIEW, AND SAVE IT YA?? THNKS! =D

AND THE FORMAL ONE~!!!


hahahas.. thnks me! i took all the trouble to scan it. (:


express maths sux. i din listen in class, i kept singing frm my lyrics bk. seriously.. i realli do pity the sci teacher.. she took all the trouble to help our class, but our class simply cant seem to listen. omg. ke lian ni le.


p.e tt time, asked mr choo wads my name.. guess wads his ans?? "not grace" T.T LAME!!! siao..


maths was terrible.. i had a throbbing headache. mr yip gave us some maths paper to do.. i was doing it. suddenly, tis stupid headache occured. omg. pain sia.. shit.


seriously.. i'm beginning to hate CME lessons.. mr peter lim's lessons. makes me slp all e time. goodness.. gotta stop this nonsense soon..


yip han gave us back our progress report. failed to sub, CHI & HIST.. omg!!! i got to buck up on my chi, i think i lack of practice. MUM!!! GIVE ME CHI TO DO!!! omg. oh yahs!!! fucking thing tt made me almost cry.. my MATHS.

i've scored band 3. fucking. gonna buck up soon. shit.

had nyaa.. it was raining, so did some exercises.. which was pretty stupid. i was e only on luffing out real loud.. omg. hahas. (:

saw him, wif his npcc =X hahas.

stayed back for map lessons, having a competition at nanyang on nxt tues. yeah.. full guides uni somemore. omg. mrs loh gave us each a perfume. hahas. i sprayed it on shiping, she screamed. wahahahas!!!

think i've wrote a real long post todae.. (:

imc. (((:

I DREW THIS! =X hahas.


seriously.. i've gt nth to do today.. T.T the paper looks crumpled.


btw, i dun wanna stay back after nyaa tmr to learn some stupid map!!! i dun wan mrs loh!!! dun choose me!!! =S


imc. (((:

Ben Moody feat Anastacia

"Everything Burns"

She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone astray
But she will sing


Til everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lifes
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Til everything burns


Walking trough life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their mascarade
No one sees her there
And still she sings


Til everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lifes
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Till everything burns


Everything burns (everything burns)
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
Everything burns
Everyone screams
Everyone screams
Watching it all fade away


Til everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lifes
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Till everything burns


Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
(Everything burns)
Watching it all fade away

yeap~ changed blogskin le. hahas.


seriously.. i lurve my blog song!!! listen listen..

ben moody feat anastacia - everything burns.


nice rite?? mus wait for it to load lahs. hahas.


i mus! i realli mus!! i mus lvl up!!! goodness. i'm still a noob. =X


exams are ard the corner le.. sooo afraid tt i culd nt get into option A. seriously.. haiz.. i'm soo stressed up like sharon. sharon, take it easy ya?? =)


imc. (((: